BBC, relationship, Julia Roberts
Hmm long time no update! What have I been up to? Quite a bit for once actually 
Lately I've been working at the BBC in London.. for the past month actually It's been excellent fun.. thoroughly enjoying every minute of it.. except comuting's a bit of a poo.. makes you feel big tho. Tomorrow's gonna be scary... starting a new project I know little about.. so going to have to do lots and lots of research! Ack! 
Should be a good challenge.
Apart from that? Haven't been up to much.. should be soon though as all my friends are back from university so should be very good fun.. and off to Canada soon too! Heh.. but I can' say it's all that great.. I literally feel as if my hearts been ripped outta my throat and fed to me. The one person I love and will always love.. seems not to want me anymore heh.. every day is painful.. but I think I'm becoming a bit numb now heh so I should be okay for a while. I just hope I'm all wrong and she does want me.. although .. ow.. lonely.
So apart from moaning n being all negative... haven't been up to much 
been addicted to this game called Natural Selection.. ahh so fun met some really amazing guys there.. to be honest they don't know but I'd be friggin depressed without them! Gameing n chatting with them really cheers me up.. I really do need it. 
ah donate your hugs.. all welcome Although some people have been so friendly online... heh a little lady called Geri and a lil American gal called Angelina especially. They don't realise it either but they do keep me smiling.
Ohh and I've noticed I really love a female's lips and eyes.. slightly thick lips n dark or pretty eyes really really are soo gorgeous! Mm I guess that's why I've always, always thought Julia Roberts is soo darn pretty Pfft she wasn't even in FHM's 100 sexiest women 2003!!!! Muppets.
Anyways a rather depressing entry Promise next time it'll be more positive :-p
